erstwhile.
Present From Me To You

I guess for a while now 

U’ve gotten to know

The person behind this mask

Full through the deceiving questions

Yet still some with no answers

I could tell u this

The thought of u makes me weak

Which i can’t take over 

Behind my mind lies ur face

Haunting me with the smile

Then I’ll feel just fine

No wonder i guess

With u

I’m takin steps back

I’m scared of facin u

Less thinkin what should i do

So this i give to u

Present From Me To You

Dec 28th, 2010 8:58am

Lovin The Time

Everytime i look at u

It gives me butterflies

Everytime i look at u

It makes me smile girl

Ur beauty is amazin

No wonder others are adorin

I’m the luckiest man in the world

The time we keep havin

Together it’s all so good

Still thinkin such a blessin

Being around me right here

I just love u girl

Only for u girl

The times i take

Every move i make

With u

It’s all so great

None of this could be a mistake

Anybody would be lucky to have u

Sadly for the other guys

That you’re mine

Ur smile

The smell of your hair

I’m the lucky guy that could feel all those things

I’m so greatful that i have u

I’m Lovin the time i’m having with u

Dec 27th, 2010 6:43am

Being the last to fall is sometimes good. Cause you’ll have the chance to be saved in the end if someone suddenly appears to save you.
Dec 27th, 2010 3:26am
Christmas Day

It’s cool here

I wonder it could be anymore colder now

Snow fallin

Churches singin

Would there be a more christmas like atmosphere here?

I’m layin in my bedroom

Closin my eyes feelin zoomed

Thinkin bout u 

Nothin else more i would do

Only u for tonight

All the love

I reminisce of all the we’ve been in the past year

Now it’s christmas already

I love u

Nobody more than u

I see ur smile 

I miss it everyday

Ur the sun in my heart

Hits it like a dart

Nothin could be more special than this

I think of u in

Christmas Day

Dec 25th, 2010 10:35am

More Than It Means, I Wanted It To Be Less

7 full wishes

Waitin for Chrismas to come

Likely a year that’s special

Want u to be here with me

Spendin all this time with me

Couldn’t feel so good with anyone else

I procrastinatin by which how i see your eyes

Listenin to the music of christmas

Reminded me of last Christmas

When i have gave up my heart

But i feel it now this Chrismas is goin to be well 

U would cherish my heart till the very last day

U’ll keep it forever

I would love u in the way i didn’t want to

Planning i could hold it back

The sight of u gives me nothin to control

So what the heck?

Nobody would ever replace u later on

So i’m tellin the whole world

U are what

More Than It Means, I Wanted It To Be Less

Dec 23rd, 2010 10:32pm

Fun Being With U

Yup this is crazy

That i miss u everyday anyday

24/7 i couldn’t stop even though i want to

U just keep me smilin when u there

I like to see the smile of yours

Lookin so true n heavenly

U make me smile when u smile

Just sittin with u starin at ur face

Makes me laugh because the way u would joke around

So it’s awesome when i’m around u

When we walk i would hold ur hand tightly

N we look so happily

Yet u become an entity of me

U don’t need to be alone

There’s me

The things u do to me

I wouldn’t trade it for anythin

Everything with u

Fun Being With U

Dec 18th, 2010 7:18am

Excuses

I don’t want to say goodbye now

It’s frustratin letting u go now

Cause i still wanna get with u so many more times

U wouldn’t know how much i really love u

I wish i could just let it all out

Seemingly ur everything i’ve been waitin for

I’ll cherish u forever

But i don’t know what to do for u

I’ll try my best for u

But i don’t feel i can do much

This is so pathetic making these excuses

But i love u so much n i want to stay with u girl

Missing u is what i do everyday when i don’t see u

Sadly when i see u

I can’t seem to think properly to let u know

How happy i am just to be sitting with u

I’m sorry for these excuses

Dec 18th, 2010 7:13am

My Blessin

I got a blessin

A very lucky blessin

I wouldn’t replace u

I’ll love u

Always cherish u in my heart

U make me better

Such a girl like u

Smile for me please

Anythin u do would please me so

Cherish u with everytime i have

Let’s go on a date

N u know what i’ll make

For u

An unforgettable day that i would try my all

Guess i would try to choose one of too many things to do with u

Ur love is so pure n true

Ur only smile could turn my day 180 degress

Such a blessin

I want to tell u how u mean to me

But i can’t get it out into words

So special to me girl

Ur my blessin

Don’t keep me hangin

Stay with me

Cause u know i’ll treat u right

Be the only one

Dec 11th, 2010 8:57am

Just Take A Leave

Every time i see n meet u up

I’ll see that nice smile u give to me

N it makes me feel so guilty

I wondered everytime when our road would go apart

Cause i kept thinkin bout the mistakes i made over u

Havin a chick on the side

And another crib without u knowin

It tears me apart that i did this to u

U deserve a better man than me

Another man that would be a good man to u

Not one that would cheat on u after

Yet how i feel bout u

It was so obviously that i adore u

But the guilt keeps haunting me at night

N i couldn’t bear tellin this story

So girl

Please just go away

Break this love of us

Get a better man

That would definitely treat u right

Even though i know i’ll regret this every night

Just Take A Leave

Dec 11th, 2010 8:31am

Girl Girl Girl

I see u in my dreams girl

Can’t stop thinkin bout u beautiful girl

I wanna see u again

Girl Girl Girl

Let’s take a walk at the park

So i could be around u

Coz it makes me happy

Nothin better than u

Girl Girl Girl

Even another girl comes by

I’ll only see u

Just please stay with me girl

No way i would let u go

Cmon here my girl

Let me tell u a secret bout me

I’m addicted to u

I miss u everyday

I wish i could be with u 24/7

Keep smilin for me

It’s so beautiful my baby girl

Girl Girl Girl

I’m crazy bout u

Keep on thinkin keep on dreamin bout u

Wherever i am, i keep seein u in my mind

No matter when ur mad, i’ll think of u

Nothin better than u

Dec 8th, 2010 4:43am

The night will always appear dark, such as dark as u gave it all
Dec 4th, 2010 7:36am
No More Runnin

Girl please forgive me for what i’ve done to u

I miss u

I need u

Just come back here to me n let’s work things out

So sorry girl

I know what i did was wrong

Leaving u at the time we haven’t fixed what was between us

I didn’t thought bout u

Now ur gone

I’m regretting for the mistakes i made

I should’ve stayed

I know

Girl

Gimme one more chance

I promise

No More Runnin

Dec 4th, 2010 7:36am

Leavin Here

The cold nights are here all the time

I got swept away in my mind

Full of confusion over u

I wonder when i’ll get over u

I couldn’t imagine the sight without u

Yet i’m in pain when i know it’ll never be

It’s frustratin to know i’m this weak

I wish i could just let u go that easily

Having a cold heart that won’t ever feel any pain

Or the warmth of ur heart

The times we haven’t shared

Has to dissapear n never exist

Even sometimes i was mad at u

I still loved u deep down in my heart

But i can’t keep goin here

Coz ur love slowly suffocates me

Why does it have to end like this?

i guess i gotta leave now

Leavin here

Dec 3rd, 2010 12:18pm

I Need U

Pretty lady come here

As i go on with u

U slowly tie me into ur heart

I can’t help not to resist

I’ll smile for u

Even write u a symphony

Which a piano plays soothing melodies

To show u how much that now

I’m so in love with u

The things u do to me

It’s unbearably givin me no choice to love u 

I hope u’ll love me too

N be my boo

I would do anythin for u

Ur the girl that i’ve been searchin for all along

Nobody would please me more than this girl right here

I’m yours for the takin

Now ur the reason i’m still breathin now

I Need U My Baby

Nov 26th, 2010 7:41am

My Tired Love

This is crazy

My heart keeps beating hard thinkin bout u

U were unreasonable to me

Givin me pain in my heart

Not even lettin me in ur heart

Couldn’t even follow ur high expectations of me

U gave me lots of pain girl

But why still i think bout u?

Not letting u go now is so confusing

I want to but i can’t

Imagining u leavin me i’m scared

Seriously i’m tired of loving u girl

I wanna cry because it’s so painful to be in love with u

I don’t know what would i do girl

Why do i keep hoping u’ll change?

I wish i could feel nothing right now

My Tired Love

Nov 25th, 2010 10:21am